Rosie Glow Wellness

Mind body health for the deeply fabulous

On Exposure

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I've been expecting you...

I’ve been expecting you…

Happy Wednesday, Sweet Thang! If you found me through this post on choosingraw.com, welcome! Let me tell you, it’s awfully scary to shove the shadowy bits of one’s predominantly sunny past into the spotlight. I hemmed and hawed about being real with you all : I chewed on the repercussions of said realness until they lost their Wuss-berry flavah and I just had to spit that sh*t out, put it all on paper, and conquer – IN WRITING – that very small part of me that still wants everyone to believe that I am, and always have been, a perfectly put together person.

Not even close, girlfran. And I’m not the only lemon around here! We’re all in this hot mess together and I think it’s our duty as humans to share exactly what struggles we’ve had and how we overcame them…because there are loads of brilliant babes, brimming with potential and positive energy, who could totally change the world if they weren’t battling food issues right now.

Thank you, Gena, for the exposure: for exposing my little one-girl internet island and giving me my fifteen minutes (because my shadowy bits may not love the spotlight, but I sure do); for exposing the prevalence of eating disorders in our culture with your Green Recovery Series and highlighting those who were once victims, but are now victorious or well on their way; and for building a place where sharing fosters healing.

Food issues are not the focus of Rosieglowwellness.com – treating yourself well, expressing yourself always, and radiating love and happy, healthy vibes are what this blog is about. But if you’re going through something, please use whatever inspiration you find here to get to where you need to be. Because you’re too valuable to stay shadowy!

That said… how about a little Wednesday inspiration, huh?  We’ve talked about our future selves and our dream careers… how about some validation for the crap we’ve already been through? What inner-demon throwdowns have made you a wiser, more compassionate person and how? My saga lives here. I’d love to know yours :)

XOXO,
Rose

P.S. Just a heads-up, I’m going on vacay tomorrow and may not be able to post quite as regularly as I usually do… though who knows, maybe there’s killer wi-fi in the dessert. Regardless, I’ll be thinking of you all – regular visitors and newbies alike!

Author: twitchysister

Hey you! Rosieglowwellness.com is largely devoted to musings on what balance means to an urbane, artsy-fartsy twenty-something. It’s tough out here for us post-grad women: if you’re not homeless, you’re doing something right. But do you, too, worry that you spend too much time furrowing your brows over your future when you should be unwrapping and relishing your present? Do you, like me, sometimes feel like everyone expects you to be the type of person who spends the majority of her entry-level “arts” paycheck on fifteen dollar old-timey cocktails, four a.m. cab rides home and everything sequined on the Urban Outfitters sale rack when, perhaps, you are really the type of person who would rather drink cucumber mint kale juice while wearing yoga pants and Googling reiki techniques? Is it possible that such a person is one and the same, and she is fabulous in her own, very confused right? Sister girl, I hear you. I know you. I accept you. I also know in my happy gut, full heart and coffee-addled brain that you and I are gorgeous glow worms, just as we are! We are sparkle ponies of light and love and we are still in the process of teasing out our true, authentic selves with all of this… living. So if you don’t have it figured out, if you acknowledge that you never will and that is tremendously exciting, if you want to connect with other smart chicks and tap into that charming inner-self of yours, then come back real soon, ya hear? We’re family now!

13 thoughts on “On Exposure

  1. This, and your piece on choosingraw.com are really interesting. Its very easy for myself and other non-stick like people to look at those that are naturally thin and think, ‘well screw you, you have nothing to worry about,’ and i think this points out that isn’t such a great mindset nor is it remotely true.

    I also wonder whether I and likely most other women out there will ever have a truly healthy mindset about what we eat. While I wouldn’t say I’ve ever had a full blown ED, I will say there is not a day (or if I’m honest with myself, an hour) that goes by where I don’t think of food in some way. That I’m doing well that day because I only had a banana for breakfast or I totally fucked up my whole day because I had half a piece of cake (full disclosure: i just ate half a piece of cake), or just the general self berating attitude of my not working out enough mantra. I envy you and think you are incredibly strong for what you’ve gone through and how you’ve managed to come out such a lovely person that I am so fortunate to have in my life. Sadly, I’m not sure I’ll ever get there but it is always inspiring to see those who have.

    That being said, I do think, body issues aside, I’ve made some decent strides. I think most recently I’ve had the attitude of, ‘why can’t that be me?’ in terms of career goals. We go through life thinking of many things as being unattainable and at this point I say screw it, there is no reason why I can’t be the next chief of staff for the first female president. Someone has to be and I’m just (or will be) as qualified as the next person. So, I guess i’m pretty grateful for that mini demon that has been conquered. And really, its about one demon at a time, I guess.

    HEY THIS WAS LONG.

    • EMILY FOR PRESIDENT! You know you’re one of my favorite people, right? That gets you a vote.

      Everyone and her mother has or has had body issues, but for some reason, it’s still relatively taboo to talk about it. Eating cake for breakfast shouldn’t affect our mindset for the whole day… but you’re definitely not alone in that regard, gf. You know I think you’re beautiful, but more importantly… intelligence and purpose and desire to postively impact the world trump physical beauty. If you’re out there changing things and being the baller that you are, breakfast is pretty insignificant.

      Love you. Thank you for the (long) comment <3

  2. I hope that many people find you here because of today’s wonderful post. Thanks again for being brave enough to share!

  3. adore this and the original post. you are a brave, beautiful artiste/dancing queen/iron chef, my darling!

  4. Oh girl. There is so much I want to say about this, but this is YOUR moment to glow. Thank you so much for sharing. Ya done good.

  5. Darling Emma, thank you! Your support means the world to me.

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  7. I’m just catching up on posts petal, what a wonderful post at Choosing Raw, absolutely fab!

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